Finally!!!! National Attention for Jenn and Nina

Thank you, Thank you to The Montel Williams show!

This coming Friday, October, 21st, 2005 The Montel Williams show will air a segment on the disappearance of Jennifer and Adrianna! This will be the first time that their faces will be seen across the country to a national audience. I strongly feel that if Jenn and Adrianna are out there anywhere to be found that this could be what it takes to get them safely home again. My heartfelt gratitude to Montel and his staff for doing this. I commend Montel for the work that he does for many of the families that have a missing loved one. I wish we had more people like him doing this, then we might all be able to sleep better at night.


I was very nervous doing the taping for the show. The show sent a videographer to our home and interviewed me and filmed lots of things. The young man, Scott, who came to us was very kind and very patient. I hate being in front of a camera of any kind and hope that the film turns out ok on Fridays show. I kept telling myself, nothing matters but bringing Jenn and Nina home to us. It's always very difficult and emotional to go back to the very beginning and relive every moment by telling someone else about it. I relive that time all the time in my head and heart, but to actually tell a stranger about all the details seems to just open up wounds and pour salt into them. When I cry, I cannot talk at the same time and we kept having to stop the filming for me to get together, so I hope that the footage comes out ok.

I noticed that the girls pictures are already on the Montel website, so the exposure has already begun! I'm sure there will also be upcoming episode commercials all week, so there is alot of exposure for the girls in this eight minutes of film that will actually be aired.

Please, please, let this bring the lead that will help us to find Jennifer and Adrianna!

Go to The Montel Williams Show for more details!

Neverending Heartbreak

In the last week, I am sure that many have heard about little Valery Lozada, the four year old little girl abandoned in Queens, New York City in the middle of the night by her Mommy's boyfriend. I just cannot get this little angel off my mind. When I first heard about Valery, I was on the computer (as usual), I saw that a four year old, unidentified, had been found on the street alone and they were looking for someone who knew her. I have to say that as the picture of her sweet face downloaded onto my computer screen, my heart stopped and I did not catch another breath until I could see clearly her beautiful face............................

You see, just for a minute, I thought that it was my Adrianna. Yes, I know, there are many differences between Adrianna and Valery, but at the same time there are many similiarties. After seeing her face and reading the story, I just simply cried my eyes out. How could anyone leave this well cared for little girl in the middle of the night on the streets of New York City?

I admit that from the beginning I did not feel there would be a good outcome. I feared for her Mommy from that very minute. Well, we all know the outcome, which is too painful to even write about. But I cannot help but ask, what is wrong with this world? How can so many horrible things continue to happen? Has it always been this way and until I became a victim, I just did not notice?

Oh, how I wish that I could just bring little Valery to my home and love her. Oh, how I wish that I could bring my little Adrianna home and love her.

I have no idea what has happened to Jennifer and Adrianna, but I do know that my life will not go on until I find out. I have not written lately, that is because, some days and weeks it is just too difficult to put my feelings into words. I want to say that I will always hold out hope that Jennifer and Adrianna are still alive and I will someday see them again. For this reason, I will write, in the next few days, a message to Jennifer. In hopes that she somehow can read this blog and will know how much she is missed and loved.

I would like to ask that each of you, along with Jennifer and Adrianna, that you hold little Valery close to your heart. Thank you for reading my blog and for all the wonderful comments that I have received from you all.

Hold your children close and tell them how much you love them every chance that you get. Remember that your lives can change in an instant and forever alter the way that you see the world around you.