Pretty Little Adrianna

Adrianna's birthday has come and gone............................................I admit that yesterday, I was basically worthless..so sad, so lonely, wishing that I could change time............I have been completly lost in my thoughts of Nina................................

The joy and the beauty that one little girl brought into my life, it's amazing. And the joy and beauty that are missing in my life is devastating. On the day that she was born, I was drawn closer to my own daughter than I could ever have imagined. Jennifer would not allow me to leave her side as she gave birth to Adrianna, and when the moment arrived I was there to see Adrianna into the world and the complete joy on her Mommy's face. Adrianna's was such a good baby. So easy for Jennifer to slip into her new role as a Mother. It was almost as if this beautiful little baby knew exactly what her presence in our lives meant. Her beauty was radiant!!!!

It's hard to put into words how much I miss the laughter of Adrianna in my life. She is so cute, so funny, so smart.......................all the things that give us hope in our world. The thought of someone taking that hope from us all is unbearable.............................................................

I miss her, I love her, I long to hold her in my arms again. My birthday wish for Adrianna is that someday soon she will be with her family again and that we can celebrate once again the beauty, the joy, the hope that she brought to us all the day she came into this world.

Happy Birthday, my pretty little Adrianna.

Love You Forever,
Your Mimi