I miss you more everyday!

A blog set up for my missing daughter and granddaughter, Jennifer and Adrianna Wix. A place that I hope family members will come to share and people who care will come to support us as we travel this journey that we must for reasons unknown to us all.

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Location: Tennessee, United States

I am a Mom, Grandmother and Wife. I spend all time that I am not working, looking for my missing daughter and granddaughter and trying to be the best Mom and Wife that I can for my other daughters and my husband. I have little tolerance for pettiness anymore and try to avoid people that just do not seem to be able to concentrate on what is important in life. I spend alot of time praying that someday I will find answers and that I will someday be reunited with my child that I miss so much. I miss being Jennifer's Mom and Adrianna's Mimi.

Monday, September 12, 2005

Patience

How long can my patience continue? I have waited almost 18 months to see Jennifer and Adrianna's faces or hear their voices again.

I woke this morning and found that I have very little patience left. I do not understand why law enforecment has taken so very long to do things that should have been done so quickly. There are so many things that have taken place in all these months and when the cops learn of it, it is my belief that they should act swiftly, but instead, I sit here and wonder why they do not. When will they finally get around to checking even the simplest things? What is taking them so long? Each time I speak with them, they just put me off, come up with more excuses for why they have not done things or just simply tell me that they cannot discuss the case with me.

It is ubelievable but, they will not discuss the facts of the case with Jennifer and Adrianna's family as "long as the case is open". When I ask how long they will consider it to be an open case, they tell me "until we find them". That is a good thing, I know, but it sure gives them a good "out" to not really do anything on the case, and none of the girls loved ones can hold them accountable. I don't like that at all!

Yes, my patience are growing tired. I want some action out of our local law enforcement and the detectives in charge of investigating the case. I want some investigating!

Just a little frustration release this morning.

Saturday, September 10, 2005

Time

How is it possible to move forward from this place in time? I don't even know this place.........this must be the "limbo" that I have always heard about.

I need to touch, hear, see, smell you. I need the world to know that you ARE real. I need God to answer my prayer. It is impossible to move from this spot without these simple, but difficult request be fulfilled.

A large part of me is lost, there is a gaping hole. I fear what I will become if I never find this dearly loved part of myself. Though it is a thought that I try to never allow to enter my mind, now and then, it is there.........................................wonder if you never come back to me? How will life be forever without you?

How does this happen? How were we picked to become a statistic? How can others live with themselves holding secrets, keeping silent while our family crys and begs for mercy, for answers, for the truth? My children matter, my children are real, they existed, they vanished..... no one must ever forget that, ever.................................

How will I move forward with time?...............................................I don't, time stopped on March 25, 2004